So at the moment really is a rollercoaster. I wake each day completely unprepared to even guess what might happen. The good news is that I seem able to balance and juggle my way almost through it. There are minor casualties, but I just recover and keep going.
The only thing is lately an old habit has reserfaced. I thought I had diagnosed and irradicated the problem. Well recently a similar situation arose. I did not act how I should have, and I am left wondering. Wondering what the hell is wrong with me and my will power. Either way I keep treading a fine line, and if I am not careful, I could crash and burn. I could end up messing up a lot of what I happily built.
So heres hoping that my new toys: a camera and laptop will keep me so occupied that I won't be tempted to stray from the path that deep down I want to follow. Damn being young!
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